I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy
because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless
and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.
i’m scared. i’m scared to let anyone in. of getting close to anyone. of telling anyone how i truly feel again. i’m scared of getting hurt. cause that feeling sucks.
i’m happy now though. i’m happy with the way life is going. focusing on myself and school. so there’s no need for me to rush into anything or go out “searching” for something i don’t need right now. rushing things will just make you unhappy in the end.
they always say that “the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else”. but that couldn’t be farther from the truth. after a heartbreak you need time to heal. no matter what ppl say, everyone needs time. time to be able to love themselves again.
so no the best way is not to get under someone else. bc what are you going to do when that person leaves, and there you are, alone, laying in bed, letting your thoughts eat you alive.
i’ve realized it’s okay to be sad. and it’s okay to be scared. but never be with someone bc you’re hurting. bc in the end, you’ll just end up hurting even worse.
just remember, the rain never lasts anyways 😌☔️☀️🌸🌷
i’m so lucky to have parents that have given me the world and more. my parents do a whole lot for me and i couldn’t be more thankful for what they’ve done and what they still continue to do. i’m also blessed to of had this amazing opportunity to go to such a great university and be able to attend the #2 fashion school in the country (#1 in the midwest). i love my major and i can’t wait for the future and whats to come. not only are my parents supportive of whatever i do, but my whole entire family is. i have one of the best support systems out there.
and for that i’m forever grateful.